Disabled

Today at Judo Training,we had intensive training because of the upcoming competition on sunday at lavender.....I got Injured by ben because My leg was in his whole body weight,my leg literally crushed like a piece of meat minced to pieces by back of blades...my veins were located wrongly as a result..........maybe i will be walking to sch like a crippled tomoro when im going to school,[high possibility of being late],and my legs are swollen now,but i will try to recover before sunday;the competition day....

Dying...

Today,I went for My Judo Training Without My Judogi[which is my uniform for Judo Training],I suffered from massive mat burn on my Legs,Back,and etc...I really liked the training as we get to be thrown by the instructors and it's a wonderful experience because the moment the Instructor throw me over,my world just flipped turning upside-down,it suits me because I felt that my world really is flipped upside-down by my friends,although the training is tough...but it no longer stops me from getting in to extreme training because I promised myself that I would not stop at nothing in search of power...since my friends wish to trample over me...It will soon be my time to overpower them,I will retaliate very soon...very soon,and I will always remember,u all are the ones who filled my heart with hatred,anger,loneliness and vengeance.....

Dislocation

New Record Of me dislocating my arms 3 times within 1 Hr 30 Min during Physical Activity

Meaningless.......

Life has separated me from my friends....my friends accused me for insulting her when I did not do it,I'm not a great man,and I have my flaws,but I don't like to insult other people,and I don't like that when I,from a normal man,into a deadly sinner,a sinner who insulted others.And she,who is the lier became a victim,the world is turning up-side down...it's simply ridiculous when I did nothing wrong and i became WRONGED,my friends said that i am very difficult to understand as i'm too complicated,and the reason is that they did not take any effort to understand me...and the most craziest thing that humans can ever encounter is that i can't even have a chance to speak to my friends,when i'm about to speak and they will just hope that i would not say anything by saying just a word...."music"....and i don't care about them,but they insulted the girl that I love,and I can't just sit back and do nothing,and thats the only thing that I wish to say,it is them who made me lost trust in everything that I do and I once trusted,and they are the reason why I started to hate people more and more.......and I also hate myself more...